awareness of the present moment

I need to rearrange my life to make more room for my writing; including this blog. More and more days are going by between posts. I could keep beating myself up over this. (I’m good at that!). Instead, I’m going to see it as a fresh start. The first step is to stay on an almost daily routine. I find that this helps. Writing is very much like exercise. It’s far too easy to lose the rhythm once you step off the tread-mill!

So, some days will be the longer commentaries that I love doing. Other days may be just a nudge to check out writings from others.

Recently, I had to upgrade my WordPress account to rid my blog of unwanted ads. A bonus with the upgrade was the ability and extra memory space to post videos. A good friend emailed this to me. It’s a timely and spot on reflection for all of us as we drag ourselves through daily routines, tedium, and frustrations. A description and background to the video can be found here.

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Brother Richard Joyal, SM

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I wrote an article about our dear friend Brother Richard Joyal for the Prairie Messenger. It was good to write about all the fond memories that we have of him – a life filled with such joy and generosity of spirit. The above photo was taken on a visit to our home a couple of years ago. (David is on the left and Richard on the right.)

The ache is still very much there. Every time I see a photo, think or talk about him I feel a great knot in my stomach and the tears start again. The deep grief is felt by all who were blessed to know him…and he was known and loved by many around the world.

His funeral and burial will be in Québec. A memorial mass to celebrate his life will be held in Winnipeg at 11:00 am, May 25 at St. Boniface Cathedral.

Brother Richard had a true missionary’s heart. He loved the world and all her people, relishing each and every new adventure he lived within his Marianist vocation. We can only imagine the joy he must now be experiencing in that glorious communion of saints; the greatest of all adventures and a joyous party for all eternity.

Brother Richard: a man with a true missionary’s heart

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catholic women writers

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Do you remember the days of nihil obstats and imprimaturs? I do, and I’m not that old! We had lists of banned books. Spiritual readings and theology books had to have official approval stating that they were free of error. Bibles had to be official Catholic versions. Understandably, women’s voices were scarce except for the writings of bye-gone saints.

Today the world is an open field for writers of things spiritual. Women have the opportunity to be heard as never before, and they are being heard. I’m blessed and humbled with the company I keep in the blog world and the two publications I write for; the Prairie Messenger and the National Catholic Reporter. Their words inspire and challenge me. Their wisdom negates the age-old arguments for keeping women out of church leadership and pulpits. I wrote about this recently in a Prairie Messenger column titled

Spiritual wisdom of women is impossible to ignore

Of course, writing isn’t the only way women’s wisdom is shared. But, whenever I read yet another intelligently theological, spiritually inspiring or prayerfully pondering article written by a Catholic woman, I crave for the day when women’s voices may echo down curial halls and proclaim God’s Word from ambos around the world….read more

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when life dries up all words

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I was already behind on posting on this blog. Other writing commitments hung over my hand, and dead-lines demanded they not be ignored. Then life came to a halt with the news of a friend’s death in Haiti. I had spoken to him on Skype just the day before, or at least we had tried to talk. He could see and hear me. I could see him but not hear him. We tried to troubleshoot the connection for almost an hour, with no luck.

The next day, I was mundanely folding laundry thinking about calling him again. I turned the radio on to hear the hourly news. The lead story was about a Canadian priest killed in Haiti, and his name was announced. There must have been a mistake. Our friend was a religious brother, not a priest. I ran to the computer and saw the article on the internet; his ID cards strewn on the road for the world to see. His title en français is Frère, Brother, hence the assumption that he was Fr…a priest. His face stared at me from the ID photos.

I wrote a short blog post for the National Catholic Reporter about his missionary’s heart. I sent a column in to the Prairie Messenger, which will be published next week telling simple stories of the joy he shared with us all. We gathered with friends this weekend and shared many memories that brought tears of laughter…but the sad tears are never far behind.

I tried several times to write a reflection for this blog. I wrote the previous blog post to take my mind off things and to get back into a routine.

I want to share the story of my friend with you, but have no words left. Maybe later.

My blogging friend Marilyn over at Communicating Across Boundaries wrote a beautiful piece this week that speaks to my mind, heart and soul…

A Holy Ache

…That ache we feel when we read or hear the news and our hearts stop with the horror of it all, the longing to make all right, to gather up all the orphans, the widows, the sinners and show them the love of God. The holy ache that acknowledges we are capable of so little in comparison to the great need. That ache we feel when we are at a funeral of one we love, knowing we will never see their faces, hear their words, hug their bodies again. That ache we feel when the rich thrive and mock while the poor struggle to survive. That ache we feel of injustice and wrong and all those things that remind us we are in the between.

It used to be that the holy ache would direct me to despair. It’s all too much, I thought. It’s too hard.Seeing through a glass darkly is not enough. But lately I have embraced the holy ache as an integral to my faith journey. A critical part that brings me to a greater love and desire for Godread more

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Rev. Thomas Rosica reflects on papal transition

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Rev. Thomas Rosica was the official Vatican spokes-person for English media during the heady days of a papal resignation, the sede vacante, and the subsequent election of Pope Francis. The Canadian priest arrived at the Holy See Press Office with solid experience and impressive credentials. He organized the World Youth Day in Toronto, Canada in 2002. He founded and led Salt and Light Catholic Television Network in Canada since 2003. He also served as the Vatican-appointed media attaché at two world Synods of Bishops in 2008 and 2012.

Rosica gives us a fascinating look into the Lenten season that we will never forget. A personal, inside story of an historic papal transition is a both a reflection on the actual events, and a testimony to his deep love for the church. It was a moment in time when eyes and cameras around the world were glued to St. Peter’s Basilica, waiting with baited breathe for each piece of news. He writes,

Questions coming to us at press conferences and briefings revealed an immense interest in things church! From the colour of the retired pontiff’s shoes, to the papal seals that would be put on the papal apartments, to the destruction of the ring of the fisherman and papal seals, to modified, detailed rules and regulations for conclave behaviour, to the chemical products that would be used to produce the smoke. . . the world was watching and listening.

I chuckled several times thinking that the church had made such great strides these past years in the area of social communications. But for such a major event and happening as a conclave, we still relied on smoke signals.

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Pope Francis and the LCWR

Gerhard Müller, prefect of the Congregation for the Doctrine of the Faith, reported that Pope Francis has re-affirmed the need for a reform of the Leadership Conference of Women Religious (the organization representing 70% of US women religious) and approved the critical “evaluation” that was published last year by the CDF, including the demand that the Sisters cooperate with individual bishops and the US Episcopal Conference.

The initial assessment and subsequent demands issued to the LCWR resulted in a massive outpouring of support for the social justice work done by American women religious. Many believed that the assessment was another example of heavy-handed control by the hierarchy. The nuns were being treated more harshly than child abusing clergy and the bishops who actively covered their tracks. The more skeptical believed that the bishops, whose dioceses face financial ruin due to the sexual crises, were trying to get their hands on the property owned by some of these religious congregations.

Critics of the LCWR were happy with the crack-down, believing that the women had become too progressive and should embrace the growing trend of more traditional orders back to convents, habits and strict obedience.

Support or critique for the LCWR is clearly divided along the usual ideological camps.

The initial response from more progressive Catholics to the papacy of Pope Francis has been almost unanimously positive. His calls for a more simple church with a preferential option for the poor has resonated with all who have been discouraged with the increased focus on liturgical and doctrinal purity and clericalism of recent years. His words and actions gave reason to hope that change will come.

The news that Francis is supporting the LCWR crack-down has shattered this hope for many. It has been likened to post-honeymoon blues; that it was all too good to be true. This pope will be like the one before him. Nothing has changed.

Others are encouraging a more optimistic, cautious approach. I put myself squarely in this camp.

These are the early days of a new papacy. It is impossible for Francis to know the intricacies of each issue that he has inherited. It is impossible to fix each mess overnight. Perhaps we shouldn’t read too much into Müller’s words. Saying the pope has allowed the work of the LCWR assessment to continue is not the same as giving the content of the work his stamp of approval.

Pope Francis has granted only provisional approval to all the Congregational heads. None of the prefects are guaranteed their positions at this point. Francis needs time to catch up on all the issues he inherited, to discern where the weaknesses lie and their root causes. He needs to identify and vet persons who have the gifts and back-bone to move forward with all that is good, and reform all that isn’t. With all that is on his plate, it is probable that he has not had enough time to study the nuances of the LCWR issue, or to dialogue with the parties involved.

As with politics and life, many in the church have a personal issue that becomes a focal point of their energies and passion. This is good and needed. The value of lobby groups is that they invest time and energy into researching and keeping on top of developments with a specific issue. They also ensure that an important issue is not forgotten or swept aside.

The dark side of becoming too focused on an issue is that we expect everyone to share our passion, and give it prioritized attention. We judge the effectiveness of a political party, ruling government, or leader by how they have responded to our demands. Their general success or failure depends on their success or failure in promoting and defending our agenda.

Of course, the future of the LCWR is more than an “agenda” for the religious women involved. At the core of the issue is one of heavy handed power and a deep lack of respect given to women who have given their lives for the service of God and God’s people. Justice is demanded for them, and hopefully it will come.

I am not ready to write Pope Francis off yet based on this one news story. Swift judgments are easy to make. I, and many others have made many swift judgments about our new pope based on the integrity of his words; words that are reflected in many simple gestures.

I’m going to hold on to those first, swift and positive judgments. I’m still enjoying the newness of the feeling; a feeling of hope for our church. I’m not ready to let go of the honeymoon yet.

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the macro and micro moments of life

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My days are often spent juggling my mind between the macro and micro aspects of life. Hours are spent on international tasks for the leadership team I work for. Each day I read emails and newsletters from around the world. I try to keep up with current affairs and church news to keep on top of my writing commitments. Time at the dental office with hubby means re-focusing on different, more local issues but with their own set of worries and stresses.

But, the best-est days of all are when I find myself plunked down on the carpet with my grand-babies! Today was one of those days. Grammy was on baby-sitting duty and all other jobs were flung aside. It was a micro kind of day; a chance to focus on the small miracles placed before us; the grandeur of God reflected in the joyful energy and small accomplishments of little people. Who would have thought that navigating a spoon of yogurt to your mouth could bring such delight?

With the arrival of our grand-daughter and the addition of her new brother, our house is slowly accumulating the glorious colors of toys. OK, I’ve developed an addiction and use any shopping trip as an excuse to check out toy aisles and children’s book sections, “for when the kiddies come to visit”! The wonderful, old school toys in this pic were an Ikea find. I’ll be picking up the wooden train set next time. ;-)

In the midst of battery powered gizmos, electronic bells and whistles and over-commercialized characters, these toys are a stand-out. Just picking up the blocks floods the mind and heart with memories.

Watching a young soul at play is priceless….but Grammy wants a turn now!

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